Day 1 of Love Dare -- Result

So I thought the dare was for that specific day that I read it on but in the book it said for the next day, etc.. Therefore I did the first dare yesterday and then again today.

I'd say that I passed with a 90% yesterday (it could be Babe slept most of the day so there was nothing testing me). But today, more like this afternoon/evening...it turned into 90& impatience and everything negative.

It's hard when money is the topic. I can't believe how my patience can turn into impatience, from my anger spiking up in a matter of seconds, to everything negative coming out of my mouth. The book said, if I had nothing positive to say then to not say anything at all. But I just had to...I was going to explode holding it all in.

I was close to putting "pissed off" in my status bar but got helpfully interrupted by my bff cousin. And an hour later, my anger has gone down. It doesn't hurt to have Warren Barfield's "Love is not a fight" playing either.

I can definitely say I failed this dare big time. This is going to be harder than I thought. I'm contemplating redoing this dare for tomorrow but would that defeat the purpose -- or maybe I'm being impatient again.