I wanted to watch the movie 'Fireproof' ever since I got the newsletter from wayofthemaster.com. It's been in my blockbuster list for awhile, it's just been #122 or so.
Babe was working really late last night so nothing else to do but watch a late night movie. Accidentally enough I put in 'Fireproof' rather than 'Tyler Perry's The Family That Preys', but I went ahead and watched it anyway.
My cousin Kolia texted me, "I hope you cry HAHA." Not really helpful because I cry at almost every movie regardless if it's a comedy, drama, scary, etc...I'm a cry baby so if I see a tear and hear sad music, you've pretty much got me. I didn't cry as much as I thought I would. To be honest, I love crying to movies. I prefer to cry to movies alone though. That way I can bawl and do the ugly cry...more satisfying. If there's people around, I have to keep quiet and let the tears fall secretly lol. And that is no fun :P
Okay now to the movie. It was inspirational. I can't say that my faith has been its strongest but after watching it, it definitely gives me that push for both a better, stronger faith and marriage. I'm grateful that my marriage is still strong due to our circumstances (if you compare it to statistics)...young, jr. high love, kids, military, deployments, etc. Although blessed, I don't want to wait for my marriage to fall before I start to do something. I want to make sure it doesn't happen but if it does, I want to prepare ourselves should a tribulation occur.
So...I went and got 'The Love Dare' book. Call me lame but I want to continue to build my marriage and continue to "study my husband", even though I think I'm near a master's degree on him ;D I've been wanting something different. Tired of living the same sinful life. As much as I think it will make Babe happy with me following the 'Love Dare' book, it'll steer me back on track with my faith as well. Hopefully I'll drop my addictions along the way. Sleep, t.v., internet, photography...just to name a few. I just want peace & I think I'm on the right track to it.
I'll leave this long post with a recent picture of my little girl, Kyla. (*pic edited)
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